Poetry Ejaculation Volume I : Dear Love(Next Time)

 Written By:DeMario D.

Next time u won't catch me by surprise. Next time you won't end in such a demise. Next time I'll seek relevance & proceed with caution. Next time I'll shy away from benevolence & keep on walking.
Next time I'll toast my glass to something more celebrated. Allowing my loyalty to you to be more fabricated.
Next time my interest will be diluted with aim. Next time nonchalance will be the one to blame.
Next time tolerance won't be an option.Next time my instincts will be adopted.

NO longer will I feel sour to effects I thought I caused.
NO longer will I rationalize mistakes YOU put on pause.

PLEASE,dont start me on something you did not finish.
THANK YOU,my commitment to myself has been replenished.
Next time it won't be a race but more like a marathon. Next time i'll give just enough & you'll give a ton.
Control is what i'll inhabit. My heart is no longer in traffic.
DON'T misconstrude this testimony as bitter or a "vent". I'm just requesting time off for time spent.
"Empty fufillment & Half ass commitment" is what will be listed as the excuse.No doctor has to be involved.
I still got mad respect 4 you even though you have NO entity...I just had to gain tranquility.
NEXT TIME, I won't be so kind...next time it won't be a next time. 

And I thank You, Mario.